Today..


Hmmm..
Hari ini yah seperti biasanya aq duduk d depan komputerq, agak boring sih sebenernya, g tau knapa aq kayk udah mulai jenuh dgn rutinitasq ini, padahal belum genap 4 bulan aq bekerja d company ini. Banyak yg ngasih saran aq buat sabar, hah yah aq sih Cuma bisa sabar n ngebetah2in sih sebenernya..
Huff..
Sebenernya g bgt ini, ini bukan aq, aq ngebohongin diri aq sendiri, aq ngebohongi hati aq sendiri, dulu ada temanq, yah udah aq anggep kyk orang tua sh cz dy emng udah tua, dy pernah bilang, “Kamu kerja apa aja lah g papa roh itu misah dr dalam raga kamu, yg penting skrg gmn kmu bisa terus survive, semua akan indah pada waktunya klo kamu terus berusaha, ini tuntutan jaman, klo kamu terus berkutat dgn idealisme kamu, kamu g akan maju, kecuali kamu anak juragan minyak yg bisa mandi uang tiap hari, pikirkan baik2”.
Aq sebenarnya bukan tipe orang yg idealis, aq mau menerimaperubahan, aq mau belajar sesuatu yg baru, Cuma skrg yg jd problem adalah aq sama sekali tidak menjadi aq, bener apa yg d bilangnya sementara g papa ruhq lepas dari ragaq, tetapi ini dy udah benar2 lepas, n aq g tau apakah akan kembali lg, karena g ada jalan buat kembali.
Aq Tanya sana sini hasilnya tetap nihil, yah aq g atu apa yg akan terjadi besok, lusa n seterusnya, aq Cuma bisa ngejalaninya saja.
Dan yg paling penting, aq tetap semangat, aq yakin ruhq akan kembali tanpa harus meninggalkan apa yg telah aq 4 bulan ini aq kerjakan..
Semua butuh proses, aq yakin itu, apapun yg instan pasti hasilnya g bgtu baik, semua pasti mengalami proses..
It’s a long proceed..
But I always believe in myself n god will guide me where I need to go n step..
Keep spirit..

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