This is My Story.. (At Last)

Where there eating with kicking leg, I'm in pain but fun, Hehehe..
Luckily, we can move at a table near the window, hmmm, jakarta chaotic scene as if we were eating on the beach, hot but cold as affected by air conditioning.
There are some funny incident, when she said, “Uh I've never ate chicken Katsu here before, Is it good?”, and I said, “Want to try?”, And she nodded.
Turns, I asked for her food (though just for a reason, hehehehe), and she said yes, she fed me, hehehehe.
Wow great.. ^o^

And the eating procession had finished..
She seemed to feel guilty about seeing me drink acidity of the drink, and she said, “Hmm. Are your Stomachs still fit?”, confused, I replied, “Why?”, tick tock, “I'll buy you drink juice, I'm sorry to see You acidity”, I chuckled, and I replied, “But promise just no more acids, OK?”, and she smiled very sweetly..

What a wonderfull smile..

Bubble-bubble or Bubble Gum, ahh whatever, I forget that name and she just bought me a big glass chocolate chips juice.. ^_^
I like this, so sweet, not acid anymore, and the important thing is let me more handsome levels.. Hehehehe..
We drank Bubble-bubble on the way around and we comment on anything that we think is weird or funny.
Until suddenly we hear a song and we spontaneously sing that song together, and I know that song is very oldies, and she knew the song, Awesome.
”Hei, You know this song too?”, I asked in surprise, “Of course I know, I love this song so much you know”, Wow, I really didn’t expect.
Suddenly I get a very brilliant idea, ouw yeeeeah..

“Do you want to sing?”, I asked and she replied “What?? Hmm..Where?”, and I smiled.

And here we are, in one room that contains one seat, one television, two mic and and thousands of songs..
Hehehehe, I'm sure you know where I am, and yes it is “Endless Love”, our fave song, we sing together..

You know, we’re really really really have a good time, We laughed, cried the top of my voice, and just happy..

We don’t sing too much because it was already night, at just one hour..
We're quite satisfied, but certainly not for me, I'm very dissatisfied, I want more, more, more, more, and more..

RAVENOUS I AM. ^_^

“Let’s go home”, she asked me to go home, I though I don’t want to go home, don’t go home, I still want to be with you.

This is the most part that I hate cz every encounter, there must be separation, I HATE IT..

Pity too her, then I brought her home, you know what I feel, it’s very hard to take her off..
”Thank you so much for your time today, and also thank you because you’re willing to accompany me today, all day long, hehehe..”, I grateful to her and she replied, “I should say thank a lot to you, because I'm very happy today Raffael, and I think you’re very funny person, I'm very pleased”, She replied and I just only grin :D

After she said it, I asked permission to go home, and I started to leave.
My heart is volatile, confused, I don’t know what happened to me, I just only wrestle with my own mind..
After arriving at my house, I showered, I'm in the mirror, and I flung myself on the bed.

My mind was drifting away, I think all of them, I wonder what the plan should I do next, nothing, yeah nothing I can do, I just want it flow like a water cz I believe if god sent you to me, you will belong to me, that’s it..

I don’t want to rush..

I don’t want to be too quick to conclude..

I don’t want to get too confident..

I don’t want to figure out her feelings toward me..

Because I don’t know how her's feeling towards me..

..

And I gasped, I remembered something, and I smiled to myself..

Because today is, “10 October 2010 or 10-10-10”.

Some people consider that date as the date of luck, and this time I believe it..

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I hope tommorrow will be brighter.. ^_^

Que Sera Sera..